i can't bow low enough

I want to be broken.

I want to hear a message that leaves me desperate for change in my ordinary suburban life.

I want to be weakened and to rely on nothing but the strength that comes from Christ.

I want to find a landscape that mirrors no one but its Creator.

I want to feel useless and helpless, realizing that how God uses me is beyond my control.

I want to really give a worry up to the Lord, and refuse to let it tamper with my mind again.
I want to love taking out a lotta bit of hard-earned money and dropping it in the offering box.

I want to radiate.

I want to learn to live intentionally.

I want to trade in my reputation for a new one.

I want to accept more than I judge.
I want to be stripped of my pride.

I want to feel like I am nothing more than a daughter of my Father's.

I want to fully understand that I was bought at a high price.

I want to pray with confidence.

I want to not be able to contain my excitement of the things He's doing.

I want to know the right words to say.
I want to recognize God's handwriting.
I want to see what God could do with a camera, paintbrush, and pencil.
I want to know His favorite color.

I want to be set free.